When my Daughter, McKennah, was born, my Grandfather began calling her his Amazing Grace. This would probably be confusing to you, but, I made the swift decision as a teenage mother to give her the middle name Grace. Up until the day she was born, it was mearly a pretty middle name to put inbetween her first and last. However, It was February 7, 2008 that I had realized I was saved by Grace; the Grace of God, my daughter.. that no matter what I go through in the course of my lifetime, she saved me from far worse.. that no matter what, everything I do will be done by her. By Grace.

I remember when I used to write regularly. I didn't realize until I had slowly but, surely stopped just how much it helped me sort out my feelings, and even help me understand whats going on upstairs just a little better.

So, with a recent inspiration by someone I love, and admire very much, I decided to take it up again. Its impossible to even try to explain how much I think, ponder, consider, guess, an dream in a matter in a day but I've decided that this will be a form of an outlet for me as well as something I can look back on. I guess with recent thoughts, and realizations, this is my last resort. I can guarantee there will be moments I'm writing, and crying, in anger, sadness, or maybe even laughing, ecstatic with happiness; praising myself or others. With that being said, I might inspire someone, make someone smile, and I just might upset someone with my strong opinions and stubbornness. Either way, its guaranteed that there will be an abundance of emotions while reading my posts.

All things considered, I'm going to give it a shot. Feel free to leave comments, suggestions, or if your nosey and just want to read about someone else's life, drama, etc., that's cool too. I hope, in whatever way, I can help someone understand their crazy day to day thoughts, answer some questions or maybe even help someone to feel content in the fact that their not the only one that's still learning, no matter how old they are.

More to come,

Jay